A Long Day Out

           Today it has been a really long day out for me. Since 7.30am in the morning I have been at church helping out until 7.00pm. I couldn't believe this sense of stress and energy that I have used today. And the fondness in my heart is still here wishing that we could be together again. I really miss you but yet I don't dare to tell you cause I'm afraid you will think differently of me. How can I cope with this lack of energy and love at the same time? Really confused.