Just a day ago, I heard about a prom coming up and I was excited to invite the girl I like to be my date. Last time, I confessed my feelings to her with no success but I was determined not to just let it go without giving it a last try. So as usual, I asked her out to be my date for prom. The first thing she said was another guy has invited her but she hasn't answered him yet. I was torn but still motivated. I then asked her what I could do in order for her to go prom with me. Her conditions were that I buy a dress for her since she didn't have one and the other condition was to get her a ticket if her mum would allow her to go with me. I was excited and gave her a simple yes as this may be the last time I would be able to go out with her.
Right after that conversation, I went back and took out my phone and drew a invitation picture just for her and gave it to her. Her first reaction was "OMG". I was confused about that reaction but tried to stay calm. She then threw me a question that really shocked me to the core. She asked me "Why do you want to be your date for prom?" It took me some time and was able to only say "cause I like you." I know it sounds stupid but what could I say? It isn't my nature to be asked this kind of movies but no worries. In my mind, all I was thinking was for her to just go with me so I could spend some time withe her. In desperation to salvage what I just said, I asked her to just think about it.
The feeling of failing in my last attempt to ask her out is really killing me inside. I'm fine if she can't go out with me if she decides to but sometimes I think perhaps a last ditch of attempt might be worth it. God, please help me.
