This may seem really weird that there are some girl out there which you are close to would not choose you but rather choose some other jerks. It all started like this. There was a girl out there that I am really close to. We would sometimes talk on the phone for an hour or so and sometimes when you are so close to a certain girl. You will somehow tend to have a little feelings for that particular girl and that is how I started asking her out to go on a date with me but she'd always reject me for reasons that I don't know.
This particular girl, she is somewhat an angel to me because she is the only one that I can talk and share secrets and gossip about other people. Its suppose to be weird but somehow we wouldn't mind. We can insult each other and still laugh. That is what I consider real friends. Friends that will be by your side while you are sad and give you let you put your head on their shoulders while you cry. And she was that kind of girl.
There was a time when she asked me how to dump a guy that she found out that was cheating on her. I advised her accordingly but little did I know, that guy was actually from my school and he was a real player of hearts. I couldn't believe my ears when she told me. The reason for this is because she knew about this guy yet she would accept him and reject me? It was really shocking since they never really talked and yet she accepted him? How could this ever happen? I would take a bullet for her and yet she'd reject me. Even though I can still laugh and smile but yet in my heart. It was a slap to my face. How can I lose to a jerk? Till now, jealousy still reeks my heart.
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