Saturday 5 October 2013

Never to Trust Again

Never to trust again. It went so well, our date was so successful that I was so happy I could meet her again. She gave me 2 t-shits which made me really happy. We chilled and enjoyed the day together. I felt so much love in my heart. I really love her so much I never ever thought of breaking up with her or ever cheating on her. The day went so well. But the night brought other surprises.

She started talking about doing the wrong things and was really emotional about it. I tried to comfort her and even swore to her I would be willing to go through this obstacle together. She said we won't be able to do it. And she dumped me. After all our time together. After all I did to prove to her how much I love her. After all our promises. After all our dates. She just left me like that, when everything was perfect just a few hours before. What have I done to deserve this? Doesn't she believe me to help her go through the problem together? I am so torn. The time, effort, love just gone in minutes.

Tears and heartbreak was the only thing that gripped me. She said she loves me, but why would she leave me? The pieces just don't match. I don't understand. I have given everything to her, everything I had. I gave, isn't my best enough? Or is it just not enough? Thanks for the memories Ying.