Is It Suppose To Like This

              Just recently, I have been trying to bring up the question on weather we should be more than friends but yet every single time I talk to you on the phone or even message. I just can't seem to get the courage and ask you. We talk and sometimes I get so excited that I start asking stupid questions and talk a little weirdly. Why is it that I can't seem to ask you that simple question? And why do I always feel like I'm saying the wrong words? I'm really so confused, can you help me out and give me a chance?

Getting Ready!!!!

                Here it comes, the moment that each and everyone of us that has not been waiting for. And that is a wonderful exam called SPM!!!!!! Every single day brings me closer to this very moment where it will determine whether or not I get a wonderful or a not so wonderful future. Every single day, rushing to study and catch up with so many things I left out. Now, my life is all about studies. Goodbye events, goodbye girlfriend, goodbye games and say hello to exams. Why can't it be much later? I can't escape the fact that life is going to be very messy very fast. Can someone just save me from this torture?!?!?!?

Boring Day

        First day of school after the two weeks of holidays. And today, there was so little things to do and I couldn't believe how boring school actually was. I just wish that the exam results will not make me sad.

The New Pet Of The House

        The new pet of the house is finally here! After the incident of my fighting fish where he died, we decided what to get as another pet and today. I finally made up my mind when I was at the pet store. There was a small red prawn there just sitting at the conner of the store and I knew, that was the pet for me. Yes it might be small but it is just what I need. This is the first prawn that I have as a pet and I'm really excited to see the prawn grow. I also then made up my mind to name this tiny little fellow RED.

A Long Day Out

           Today it has been a really long day out for me. Since 7.30am in the morning I have been at church helping out until 7.00pm. I couldn't believe this sense of stress and energy that I have used today. And the fondness in my heart is still here wishing that we could be together again. I really miss you but yet I don't dare to tell you cause I'm afraid you will think differently of me. How can I cope with this lack of energy and love at the same time? Really confused.

Best International Understanding Day

         Today the best thing that I have been hoping for has happened! For the whole holiday, I have been rotting at home and was really putting my hopes up for this historical day. I never expected it to be so fun and exciting. I thought it was just going to be a normal IU but yet Convent Bukit Nanas had proved me wrong, so very wrong. It was my first IU in this school and I was actually imagining how the school would look like, the wild imaginations that was running through my mind. And the theme of this IU was JUNGLE MADNESS!!! It was an event that was suppose to build the awareness to save the forest and trees. 

       In the morning, the registrations opened at 0800hours and it was a really hot morning while my friends and I waited for it to open. After the registrations, we all headed into the hall to put down our things and left the hall because the event would only start at 0900hours. At the moment, I was walking around chilling with my friends and just looking around the school compound. It wasn't really big but yet it was functional. It was then when I laid eyes on my beloved friend which I haven't seen in almost a year and she looked great!

      Clock strikes 0900hours and we all were anxious at what was about to come. First, the opening ceremony and speeches made from the principle and the people that was in charge of it. Of course, that was the most boring part of any event when everyone has to just sit there and listen. After the speech, there was a simple video made from the girls of CBN. It wasn't a long one but yet it was a really funny but yet it got us to look at different angle on why we should save the environment.

     Not long after, we had a group of girls from CBN that performed for us. There was dance, music and singing everywhere. The crowd was shouting and screaming at the top of their lungs and it really made me smile and laugh along with them. About 1010hours, it was our break time for some food and drinks. We then headed to the canteen and there was food provided for us. But the thing that made me wonder was why did the boys have to sit opposite side to the girls. We were not allowed and I made a joke saying : Maybe the guys food has more carbohydrates compared to the girls side.

    During our meal, there was a couple of performance with fire where the performer will sit fire out of their mouths. It was really great but the smell of kerosene was really strong. It attracted everyone to want to watch the spectacular event. After the fire performance, the CBN band started showing off their moves playing in beats and dancing. During the performance, I went over to my best friend and chitchat with her about things and there was a couple of our friends teasing us while we talked.

    As know, the event wasn't over and we then headed back into our sits in the hall, there was then a wonderful performance by elecoldxhot which made the whole crowd go really crazy and we shouted as they danced. After them, there was a famous singer by the name of  Caprice and his partner that I didn't know. They sang and started giving our flowers for us and the girls seemed to fall in love with them. 

    How wonderful a day. After these, at 1130hours there was the closing ceremony and somehow I felt sad that it was coming to a close. I just wished that I would have lasted longer. CBN really did a good job and I applause them for their wonderful work.  

  THE END

Worst Holidays Ever

        Ever felt bored before? Well, it is how I feel right now. It is the holidays and you know holidays are suppose to be full of activities. But yet for me, my holidays are really boring and I sit here all day. I am in the second week of my holidays and I have only left my house only a few times and most of them are just for classes or meetings. Everyday I wake up not having an objective and I just don't have any objectives while feeling bored at the same time.

      The worst thing is I can't access the internet because my mum changed the password to the wifi and now, I'm left with the television. Imagine sitting in front of the television the whole day trying to bare through with no interesting shows on. I wish I could sleep the whole day but yet I can't. Why can't things be more exciting?