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Looking back into the recent holidays after my SPM exam. My holidays was not used to the best as I used it on lying around the house doing nothing. I got really bored of the old routine and made one of the worst mistakes of my entire life. I decided to go to college. 

The first few weeks of college was really fun as it was a new environment, new people, new subjects, and new girls to meet. As the weeks go by, I realised something that seemed to stack higher and higher. It was the number of assignments. Before I knew it, I was swimming in homework that never seemed to stop. It then slapped me in my thick face. I was a sucker to waste my holidays and decide to shoot straight up to college. It got worse as there was something I dreaded since I was in secondary school: EXAMS! Oh God, the stress that was involved was just indescribable. 

I never thought I would need to face my little enemy that always beat me in a large way. I was determined not to fall prey to my enemy. That was when I did something that still shocks me till today. I studied. My days was spent in studying and sometime for the pimples to grow. It always comes in a package deal. But everything was worth it, I manage to defeat my enemy. But how wrong I was to think it was the end. I would face this exam which is soon to come by the end of this semester. And it comes with a vengeance, this is when I shall make my stand again.   

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笹崎 まみ and 小川 ともみ going crazy

Awesome Reunion

 Having not met my old friends from school since the beginning of 2013. It was great to meet them once again in the crazy old manner that we all were use too. It was a great day as we went for a movie and dinner together. As you can see, there is a bald guy sitting with us. He just had his hair cut, and we all starting calling him a monk. We even made jokes about him that he couldn't eat any meat. During our movie, we ended up watching RIPD which was actually a funny show because we always related one of the fat monsters to one of our friends which looked a lot like him. Sadly, the guy in the black and white stripes will be going back after this week. I really do home I get to spend more time with him. :/

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Arriving at another great year of 2013.

Hello fellow readers. Today! Is a great day as I get back on my blog and start writing once more! So do come by and get ready for more news about me as I will update it real soon! Hope you guys can wait! :D

END OF SPM!!!!!

Looks like the long exams has already ended. 3 long weeks suffering has finally ended!!!!! What to do? I don't really know. But somehow I feel sad that all my friends that I love so much is going so go our separate ways in the future. I just can't bear to see them leaving. 5 years being together ends abruptly after a long exams. I wish I can still go and see them and perhaps have outings with them in the future. I hope. =/

Asking Her For Prom

Just a day ago, I heard about a prom coming up and I was excited to invite the girl I like to be my date. Last time, I confessed my feelings to her with no success but I was determined not to just let it go without giving it a last try. So as usual, I asked her out to be my date for prom. The first thing she said was another guy has invited her but she hasn't answered him yet. I was torn but still motivated. I then asked her what I could do in order for her to go prom with me. Her conditions were that I buy a dress for her since she didn't have one and the other condition was to get her a ticket if her mum would allow her to go with me. I was excited and gave her a simple yes as this may be the last time I would be able to go out with her.

Right after that conversation, I went back and took out my phone and drew a invitation picture just for her and gave it to her. Her first reaction was "OMG". I was confused about that reaction but tried to stay calm. She then threw me a question that really shocked me to the core. She asked me "Why do you want to be your date for prom?" It took me some time and was able to only say "cause I like you." I know it sounds stupid but what could I say? It isn't my nature to be asked this kind of movies but no worries. In my mind, all I was thinking was for her to just go with me so I could spend some time withe her. In desperation to salvage what I just said, I asked her to just think about it.

The feeling of failing in my last attempt to ask her out is really killing me inside. I'm fine if she can't go out with me if she decides to but sometimes I think perhaps a last ditch of attempt might be worth it. God, please help me.